Stupid Universe.

[glasmalerei]

The fact that I'm aware that I'm PMSing does not actually negate the fact that I'm doing it. (This has taken awhile, as I never USED to get actual PMS mood swings, just dire killer cramps from hell... now it's mood swings AND cramps, and my months yo-yo between "moody/irritable/depressed/starving" and "in pain/sick/exhausted/apathetic" with an appalling regularity.) If that makes sense. Just because I'm aware that I'm moody, irritable, depressed and starving, and I'm aware that it's my #$%&^! hormones making me feel that way, does not actually in any way, shape or form negate the FEELING.

Knowing that it's the herald that means I'll soon be in pain, sick, and exhausted isn't doing much to help negate the depression either. v_v

I usually try not to post about this crap any more, because I'm sure everyone is tired of it. Goodness knows I am. (Ok, this may be me projecting my own view of the subject as pertaining to me onto everyone else, idek.) However, given that this leaves only a tiny window of a few days inbetween each swing in the pendulum, there's not actually much time in any given month wherein I can post without this kind of crap coloring my general attitude. So, yeah. It's not really hermiting? More like "same old, same old" and more of the same.

Le Sigh. I am Le Tired.